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To Those Who Call Me Paranoid: A Pedophilic Comment

I was recently left a comment by someone claiming to be a pedophile. I battled with myself whether or not I should post this because I wasn’t certain of the agenda behind the comment, if the person is a factual pedophile or someone just trying to get a rise out of me and other anti-child abuse activists.

I have exhausted my brain looking at this comment from every angle. I decided this morning after much personal deliberation and wise council from others in this field to post it because the message is here, regardless of the intent of the poster. I believe it is a clear cut example of just how little paranoia is in play during our assessments, and just how on the mark we are with the deviousness we warn people of what we fight every day.

It is in the best interested of all those who see us as paranoid, who believe we over-exaggerate, and of parents who don’t believe it’s really “that serious” to read this comment well and never forget the words.

My response to this piece of garbage follows:


ILoveLGLB said…

Dear SMP – Your site is very informative and thorough. You have done your research. My favorites are the blogs about symbols and the car decals. I say my favorites because I laughed until my stomach hurt. You are asking yourself why. Because dearheart you think people care and pay that much attention. Because dearheart you think you and the antis can really stop us. Because dearheart you think parents really pay that much attention and society gives a hoot about your so called awareness. We both know you’re right. What do you do when no one cares, though? Do names of children on cars help me find my next little friend? Names on cars help me put a name to the child I photograph and masturbate to for weeks to cum. Names and school stickers and sports decals help me to find that child again for newer photographs. Who knows? If the fantasy becomes a favorite, I may decide to make the encounter real, and because mom and dad gave me all the information I need to find Jenny or Johnny, I know that if I want to make fantasy become reality, it will be easy as pie. I know I won’t have to try hard like I might with the other kids I photograph. I keep these kids in a special folder marked “someday.” Grooming you and your friends talk about is the next step but you don’t mention that it’s the most entertaining. We are masters at the game and when we win it makes the lovemaking with our new little lover sweeter. Where did you find the information on the symbols? I am impressed at how thorough you were but you didn’t mention that we have our symbols in places people use every day. We do not adhere strictly to the shapes you posted. We can modify them slightly and still recognize other girl and boy lovers. I am sure you have seen the new necklace designed by Jane Seymour. You probably have a pendant of your own. The ladies like them. So do little girls and little girl lovers. When asked about mine and why I wear a bit of woman’s jewelry, I say it is a reminder of my dead wife and child. Don’t you know, people don’t like talking to widowers because it is a sore subject. They would rather change the subject fast, and so I escape further prying into my necklace that signals other girl lovers that I am a GL. For my BL attraction, I don the wiccan triple knot. I know too of GLs who use the Roxy surfer girl heart logo and BLs who use the pagan vaulknot. These are both variations of the GL heart logo and the BL triangle logo but the public will never know the difference. See dearheart you and your firends will never make a difference. We are everwhere. We use everything. For every one child you claim to “save” we add another 100 to our list. You should join Peta where your work will have more value. People care about abused animals. They don’t care abut abused kids. Haven’t you figured that out by now? If people cared you would hear about it on the news and in movies. You would see it in papers. You would hear it on the radio. Your biker friends don’t do any good with their little show that only a few people listen to. Your Absolute zero friends only piss and moan, maybe take credit for some pedophiles they expose but they are only thinning out the herd. If they are a weak link, they deserve to be caught. It exposes those among us who cannot be trusted and depended on. Antis make it so easy for us. Society makes it even easier. The more you antis cry about sex with minors, the quicker society turns away from you. Nobody wants to hear that shit. They want to know about celebrity gossip and the ozone layer and how Obama is going to save us from our own stupidity. You posted about Obama’s choice for deputy attorney general. That didn’t tell you t hat you are in a losing battle? Our own president doesn’t see anything wrong with child love. He picked our defender to control the rules you antis want enforced to cram your morals down peoples throats because he knows you’re ignorant and behind the times. People are coming to our side by the thousands. People make fun of Chris Hansen and his catch a predator series because sex with children is acceptibale and idiots like Hansen and you are thinking in the past. Everybody wishes they could have expereinced love the way we give it to children. Admit it. You fantasize about being a virgin again. All women do. It’s in all of the romance novels. You fantacize about being a virgin and being taken by older, stronger men. The heroine struggles at first but when its over she loves him and is devoted to him. There are no virgins over 13 anymore, so our AOA has to go lower every year. Some do it for virginity. Others do it for the youthful body. I do it for both. If hair has begun but the body is still to my liking and it is a virgin, I help my little lover shave and encourage him or her to keep it smooth. More proof society accepts child love. Shaving the pubic area is reminiscent of pre-puberty. Men who enjoy women only when they shave are admitting to their attraction to pre-pubescent girls. Women, in kind, who prefer shaved men. All the more popular adult porn movies feature clean shaven stars. They shave their pubic area, their legs, their chests, their rear ends, their arms, their faces, their arm pits. They have no hair to speak of other than that on their head. This is pre-puberty and this is what people crave. I bet you are shaved and your husband prefers that. You are such a hypocrit. Your man wants a child in his bed and you give that to him. All you antis are child lovers who haven’t admitted it yet but you will. When you do and you act on it, please take pictures. You know where to find us. We’ll be waiting because we will never go away. Society won’t make us go away and there is nothing you can ever do to stop us.

Dear ILoveLGLB [LG = Little Girls, LB = Little Boys],

I’m not exactly certain of your full agenda, although mocking us and attempting to dissuade us from our efforts to destroy you is a given (scared much?). Perhaps you are a real pedophile, perhaps someone who has some beef with me.

I looked at your comment from every angle trying to determine if I should even acknowledge it, if it was real, and if I should report it as I do all pedophilic messages I receive. I, then, decided the best course of action, other than addressing your pitiful attempt at disheartening me, was to simply turn over to the FBI and your local law enforcement your comment along with your information gathered as soon as you visited my site (IP/ISP hiders only do so much – there is still the server and so forth). Let them sort it out. At the very least, your pedophilic references will award you a comfortable spot on their watchlist for years to come. Have fun with that.

I won’t say much about the things you said about children or me, as you’ve done yourself more damage than I could ever do by pointing out the obvious. I will simply address your over-inflated ego that has you believing there is nothing we can do to stop you and that I, actually, care more about you or myself over the safety of children.

Let me make it abundantly clear that I don’t give a fuck what you think you can do to me to stop me. I don’t care what people say about me, what people do to me, how many friends I have or don’t have.

I am the person who, if you try to physically hurt me should I speak up, can turn on you and slit your throat.

I am the person who, if you blackmail me, will broadcast whatever it is you think you have on me to the world and then expose every dirty little secret I know about you that you never knew I had.

I am the person who has called child protective services on her own family member.

I am the person who will throw away a 10 year friendship with no regrets to see a person I called best friend behind bars for abusing, or allowing to be abused, her children.

I am the person who will bring down an entire institution, whether I’ve supported it or not, as soon as I find out they have permitted or perpetrated child abuse or in any way child endangerment.

I am the person who would physically torture the man in her life if he ever touched her child in an inappropriate fashion.

I am the person who would not blink should every adult human on Earth cease to exist.

I am cold. I am steel. I am vigilant. I am the last person you ever want on your ass for hurting a child.

All I am here for on this Earth is to protect children.

When I was 5 and all of the other kids were sharing their “when I grow up” dreams of being policemen, nurses, doctors, teachers, etc.., my only desire was to be a guardian angel. Through grade school and high school, that secret wish never faded.

One can believe all of my suffering was fate’s way of preparing me for my chosen destiny. One can believe it was a God’s “gift” to make me the kind of guardian angel it would take to protect children from the likes of you. Whatever the answer, it matters not. The only thing that matters is that I am your worst fucking nightmare and I will NEVER go away.

Sue me, slander me, abuse me, threaten me, arrest me …. You cannot gag me. You cannot scare me. You cannot dishearten me. Mother fucker, you cannot stop me. It is my destiny. It is my calling and it is my passion. I will NEVER go away. Believe what you will about the afterlife, but neither heaven or hell, enlightenment or nothingness will even stop me. On the contrary, death awards no boundaries … and no rules.

July 2, 2009 - Posted by | Pedophiles Exposed


  1. “I am cold. I am steel. I am vigilant. I am the last person you ever want on your ass for hurting a child.

    All I am here for on this Earth is to protect children.”

    Way to tell it like it is. You rock!!

    Most people have no idea what these child predators are like. We, unfortunately, get to see it everyday online.

    The pedos have no idea about us and how tenacious we are. We’re never going away. Just keep looking over your shoulder pedo….

    Comment by Sues | July 2, 2009 | Reply

  2. I think it’s rather funny that we have so many undercover people in their midst and don’t even know it, exposing everything they do and know to law enforcement. And he thinks we’re going to give up when we’re so far up their ass they can’t see us under their noses? LMAO! Yeah. Okay.

    Dumbass just educated people on more ways they groom their targets and celebrate their abuse as he’s speaking of weak links… And WE have to worry? ROFLMAO!!!

    Comment by TUECAA | July 2, 2009 | Reply

  3. Posted the letter, and my response. And I’m gonna spread this one far and wide.

    Half tempted to ask for the headers on this one, to pass on to friends. But I’ll let it slide for now…

    Comment by Strings | July 6, 2009 | Reply

  4. Thank you, Strings! I’ve turned what I could over to the proper people. I’ll let everyone know if I hear anything, but I doubt I will. It’s okay, though, because I know it’s being handled by very capable people, as always. 😉

    Comment by TUECAA | July 6, 2009 | Reply

  5. God bless you. I got to your site from AD’s…and did I get an eyefull when I read this. WOW. I HATE child hurting scumbag fucks. I Put a GOOD friend away (helped anyway) for shaking his girlfriend’s child to death. I ran the call; it was the first court case of this in my county; the bastard’s laywer TRIED to make a fool of me but uh uhhh, I held back tears remembering that sweetfaced 2 year old boy and helped put my former “friend” away for a MERE 20 years. I will go on record saying I will give my very life to protect a child, and if anyone ever hurts my little girl, I will find him/her and kill them.

    Comment by medikkev | July 13, 2009 | Reply

  6. Thank you, medikkev, for your comment as well as what you did for that little boy. I’m sure the ramifications weren’t easy to deal with, but people who are not like us don’t realize how easy it is to pick up that phone even on someone close to us when a child’s life depends upon us – or justice for his death. Agree with your last thought, and I raise you a week of torture that at some point will make him wish he’d have been a blow job.

    Comment by TUECAA | July 14, 2009 | Reply

  7. God bless you. Keep up the good work and remember poor little JonBenet Ramsey and Amy Yates this Christmas.

    Comment by Wunterwaffen | January 4, 2010 | Reply

  8. Thank you and yes, we should never forget!

    Comment by TUECAA | January 4, 2010 | Reply

  9. That’s just repulsive. He’s right about one thing though, men are getting warped by this idea of having women shave their pubic hair.

    I’ve never liked the shaved look, it’s not natural. Pubic hair, pardon the term, a full bush, was a sign of a woman’s sexual maturity.

    This fixation with shaved women is some quasi pedophillic issue in my opinion. Of course, the porn industry has been pushing this idea for decades.

    Comment by Jay | May 10, 2010 | Reply

  10. Jay, I could be wrong but I believe the shaving idea came in because of crabs and other STD’s. As I said, I could be wrong – not a specialist on the history of shaving pubic hair lol. I would think that since crabs became so rampant in the hippie era, shaving would have been a way to make sure someone wasn’t infested and to show you weren’t. Porn took over the idea because hair blocked the view.

    You’re right, of course, about a sign of sexual maturity. That is why pedophiles prefer pre-pubescent children and why they would prefer shaved on any adult they are using to hide their secret.

    I find it rather a sad bit of the posted pedophile logic that all adults in healthy sexual relationships with other adults have some secret fascination with child sex because of the shaved preference. So does that mean if a person likes shaving themselves, they are fantasizing themselves as a child when they masturbate? It’s ridiculous! Then again, so is any kind of idea from a person who would find children sexually satisfying.

    Thank you for stopping by and for your wise point of view on this topic. You are welcome anytime. 🙂

    Comment by TUECAA | May 10, 2010 | Reply

  11. heheh sure whatever be a guardian all you want-but it doesn’t change the fact that ultimately you can do what you want. “Morals” are in your head. I’m a nihilist, it’s what I do.

    Comment by troll | February 7, 2011 | Reply

  12. Well, then, it’s a good thing being a nihilist can’t keep you from feeling pain.

    Comment by TUECAA | February 7, 2011 | Reply

  13. I found your site after doing a Google search on something that came up in an episode of “Law & Order: SVU”. Your site is absolutely remarkable, and the activism you do, and inspire, to fight and wipe out the monsters like this freak quoted in the post above, is amazing. The wealth of information here is fantastic, as well as very empowering. My family and I, along with our friends and their families, etc. are now all reading your material, and believe me, the ripple effect is great! Speaking of ripple effects, you clearly got under the skin of the creep above, indicating exactly how scared he and the other scum like him are – not only of your efforts, but also the obvious victory you’re gaining against them. More power to you, and infinite blessings! Many heartfelt thanks…

    Comment by Sasha | October 4, 2011 | Reply

    • Wow! Thank you, Sasha! I sincerely apologize for taking so long approving your comment. I don’t know why but 8 comments never showed up until now, including yours. I’ve been so busy with off-line responsibilities and investigating other situations for others that I haven’t be posting as much as I used to. Please check out the more recent posts, especially the one about the recent conference by pedophile psychiatrists trying to legalize pedophilia. If you or your family or friends ever needs anything, feel free to comment. If anything is private, simply ask me not to post the comment and I can simply reply to you anonymously. Thank you again for your support!

      Comment by TUECAA | October 15, 2011 | Reply

  14. I recently subscribed to your site after being referred her by my professor. I’m in my second year of my Bachelor’s Degree in Criminal Justice and unsure if I want to follow the forensic psychology or criminal law end of it. Both have me very intrigued…now, I have to figure out what area I can do the most “good” in. I’ve provided links to fellow students and professors also and they all agree with how amazing your mission is. My education was put on hold so I could raise my children. Now that they are grown, it’s time to get into this line of work as soon as possible. For me…it’s personal. I wasn’t aware of what was going on in my own house. My ex-husband was abusive to me, but I never saw him that way to my sons. Then it happened – what was an argument between me and him turned into almost certain bloodshed. My oldest was 11…he put a shotgun to his head because he stepped in between us. I never screamed that loud in my life – we ran and never stopped running. My first stop was the police station. My thought is simple – over my dead body is someone going to harm one of my children…do what you will to me, but don’t mess with them! It’s taken me years to understand that I’m not alone when it comes to “not knowing”. I considered myself an active mom…stayed at every sports practice, attended most events…all while working a full-time job. It was the times that I was at work that I hate myself the most – I couldn’t be there to prevent what was going on in my own home. By the time I would return, everything seemed normal. How could I be so blind…

    I just want to thank you for all of the information you provide and tell you that no matter what – you are making a difference. I’m trying to do the same in the little town I call home.

    Comment by Michele Frey | November 5, 2011 | Reply

    • Thank you very much, Michele! Your words mean very much!

      I’m sorry for what you went through, and I hope you don’t weigh your heart down with so much blame. There are so many reasons we don’t see people for what they are. Sometimes, it’s foolish blind faith. Other times, we can’t handle the truth. When it comes to our children, it isn’t a matter of neglect (in most cases) but simply that we have so many obligations to secure their future and make sure they are cared for the way we should, we are groomed by predators to accept help we so desperately need. We have to be loving and tender while cold and hard-hearted. Sometimes, we need a break from that.

      There’s nothing wrong with needing to trust and let down our guard once in a while. We’ll shatter if we don’t. It’s the sick selfish bastards who take advantage of that who are 100% to blame.

      I keep saying real men are an endangered species. Stories like yours prove it. Women abuse, too, and that makes it even worse. Unless we learn to grow up, take responsibility for our role in the home and in society, and start putting children first, there is little hope for mankind. We’ve completely lost our way.

      I wish you all the luck in your studies! If there is ever anything you’d like to discuss, any post, any particular issue, I’m more than happy to do so!

      Comment by TUECAA | November 5, 2011 | Reply

  15. Thanks for replying to my comment. I’m not very technological or anything, but I’m assuming you have to approve a comment before it posts or something. I got a FB a couple years ago as an agreement for my sons to have one. Told them that I wouldn’t let them unless they made me one and taught me how to use it. Since then, I’ve gotten the hang of it and I never really put details or stuff out there…I like a lot of different things on it too just because I think it’s important to laugh. Tonight, my thoughts on a certain page I “like” changed…on my screen popped up a pic they posted that had 5 bodies in suits – one of them had the pedo bear head!!! The one in the back had the Anonymous mask on…I went to read the comments because I was disgusted and it was indeed full of pedophiles – before I could even voice my objection to that material, the pic was deleted. I noticed in the 15 minutes it was posted, there were over 30 comments and over 100 shares – I’m furious about it and decided to come on here and give you the link of the page I saw it on. I went through their pics and didn’t see anything else – but, if something was there once, it will show up again!!!! So, here it is…

    Comment by Michele Frey | November 7, 2011 | Reply

    • Hi, Michele!

      Yes, I have my settings for approval of comments. I have a lot of victims who just want to talk but not have it posted or to give me contact info. They just need to talk. I, also, have to block spammers who find clever ways of getting past the built-in spam detectors, for pedophiles who would love the opportunity to expose innocent people to their vile ideas of sex with children, and troublemakers who care nothing about the site’s mission and want to get into a debate about religion or politics. I approve acceptible comments as soon as possible, but I’m sometimes in the middle of offline things and can’t get to a comment right away.

      I have seen that Facebook page’s images many times. People share them often. I’ve never been to the page, itself, though. Thank you very much for catching that image and trying to report it. It seems the admin of the page must have found it equally as disturbing if it was removed so quickly. When you say “bodies,” do you mean there were people acting dead with those masks on?

      There are many joke pages on Facebook, and unfortunately, pedobear and jokes about raping children are not only featured but shared and enjoyed by hundreds. That’s why we keep insisting that society understands the impact mocking child abuse has on protecting children. I can’t imagine all of these people would support real child abuse, but they don’t understand the reasoning behind producing such material. It’s a tool of pedophiles to 1. Desensitize the public, and 2. Show it to their victims (and sharing it on sites like Chan is their way of reaching a broad audience of victims) in a method of grooming meant to make the victim feel that no one will care and that everyone will laugh if they tell. These images and jokes are created to make a victim keep silent out of shame and embarressment. Anyone sharing them is working as an agent of the pedophile movement, whether they mean it or not.

      Comment by TUECAA | November 8, 2011 | Reply

  16. The images were male bodies walking around in “suits” like in the movie Men in Black – then they had the masks on two and sketched faces on 3 of them. It was very disturbing to me! I think they picked up on that picture too…when I went to the page owners actual FB, there was nothing “off” there. But, we can never be too sure who’s involved in these situations anymore! This page is what made up my mind on the avenue I’m taking after I get my degree. Not sure how to go about doing it because there’s no job description out there that matches what I want to do – I think you get it though…it’s kind of like what you’re doing. And, I want to be vocal and “in their faces” in every aspect of adjusting the law to the way it should be. Here’s one last tid-bit of information that I might as well share with you before I head off to Criminology class…

    In a town maybe an hour from where I live, a man that I think is 64 was sentenced to 2 months for molesting a little girl. It made me sick for many reasons – he should be sitting in there for the rest of his life…and there was no justice for that child! The other thing that sickens me about it is this – I’ve raised a lot of kids other than my biological ones…one of them is in jail for a probation violation from a DUI he had. His sentence is also 2 months…to me, they are saying that my kid is just as bad as this pervert!!! NO WAY!!! When I change the system – I’m bringing you along with me for the ride!!!

    Comment by Michele Frey | November 9, 2011 | Reply

    • That is disturbing when you know the link between Anonymous and pedobear – at least with members of Anon who reside on chan sites. I am pleased with their apparent interest in pedophile sites and taking them down; however, as long as they align themselves with chan and allow their members to associate with pedobear, they will continue to come under scrutiny. If you can walk the talk, shut up and let real advocates do their job.

      There are several avenues you can take to be involved in helping victims of child abuse. You can become an officer in special crimes, a lawyer for children and children’s rights like Andrew Vachss, and a social worker (all states are in desperate need of reliable case workers, but it pays very little and the government cuts back more funding than they approve). You can, also, become an investigative reporter to help get the word out. You can work for the FBI and their crimes against children and NCMEC divisions.

      For volunteer work, you can be a CASA worker, which is a child’s advocate in court. You can, also, research like I do and spread the word to anyone and everyone who will listen. You can look for and report anything suspicious you find on the net. You can lobby for better laws to protect children and more help for victims rather than their abusers.

      When I was in Virginia 10 years ago, a man who killed his 18 month old step-daughter by raping her to death received 3 months. I don’t remember the details but I put it in a post on this site at one time. He was, previously, suspected in the rape of another woman’s 2 year old (either his daughter or his step-daughter). He was caught several months later selling crack cocaine and got 8 months to 2 years in prison. In Virginia it is apparently a worse offense to sell drugs than to rape two children, murdering one in the process.

      I would be HAPPY to come along for the ride! 😉

      Comment by TUECAA | November 12, 2011 | Reply

  17. The strongest in faith do not sit quietly and pray in pews. The strongest in faith do not shield themselves by walls encased in religious symbols. The strongest in faith do not let the priest or minister speak words from a book for them. Those strongest in faith venture forth into the darkest crevices of hell. Those strongest in faith walk into the deepest caverns of the unholy. Those strongest in faith brave the hottest rings of fire. Those strongest in faith speak and fight for themselves against all manner of evil. Beware of the fathers and mothers, beware of the grown sons and daughters. For you have created the strongest in faith by your very own actions. You have judged and sentenced yourself by your hideous actions. Beware to all those vicious monsters that have hurt these children. Pray that God and Law get to you before parents and children do.

    Comment by Daniel Haun | February 19, 2012 | Reply

    • Well said! So very well said! Thank you!

      Comment by TUECAA | February 22, 2012 | Reply

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